Its March and definitely no more holidays even during the mid semester break which is coming in a few weeks time. I thought that i'll be getting 2 weeks for the mid sem break but i wont get 2 weeks because the first week is for mid sem (lucky for those who dont have any mid sem)
The thoughts of going to uni was great until i realised that im so behind with my uni work. So many readings that i have to do and im behind with my readings :(:( I used to say that im not a big fan of maths and that i wont do any maths subjects at uni unless i have to. Here i am ended up doing accounting and finance which are all maths subjects. Ironic i know.
Now that i think about it, i started to enjoy doing accounting and finance more than managements subjects purely because of the amount of readings i have to do for managements. God knows that i wouldnt be able to keep up with all my readings if i do management subjects, hence he let me do accounting and finance and started to like it.
I changed my minds in the past years regarding on what i want to do at uni. I ended up majoring in areas that i never think i would do but here i am doing it and wont change anymore because i wanna graduate asap :D:D Things in life doesnt always go the way i wanted at times and when it happens, i tend to get annoyed and frustrated because i feel like a failure for not able to achieve what i wanted to achieve. Sometimes what i plan doesnt reflect in real life. I get confuse and feeing kinda hopeless when it comes to planning for my future.
One thing that always cheer me up when those feelings come across is that i know i have a GOOD heavenly father who has planned everything out for me. I dont have to worry or get frustrated when things doesnt go according to my plan because everything will go according to his plan.
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