Last day for january 2011

It's been a month already since the new year 2011 started. In a few hours time, the new month would begin and without reliasing it, it'll be the end of the month again...


I was at KL when this new year and month begun and here i am at my indo home writting a blog at the end of the month. Here i am looking forward to go back to sydney but at the same time i dont mind staying here a bit longer too because i want to spend more time with friends. I thought i can get away with this kinda feeling. Feeling of wanting to be at sydney and jakarta. Clearly i can't get away with that feeling as i am feeling it now. I dont even know whether i would be able to get away from those feelings but oh well, its just something that i have to go through in life.


I woke up today thinking that in 3 days time i wouldnt be able to see my indo friends till i come back sometime at the end of the year or early next year. Sad but at the same time im glad knowing that i'll be back in sydney in 3 days time.. I wonder why do God let me feel this way.. again i questioned why!!


But after a few moments i realised that i am such a lucky kid. I get a chance to get both my indo and sydney friends to be part of my life. Its harder to hang out with my indo friends because we are so far apart but i get the chance to hang out with them this holiday at least even for a short period of time.
Saying goodbye is always hard and never easy but the fact that i get to spend time in both cities and i enjoyed them is something that i should be thankful about not complaining.