Studying is hard :(:(

Another year of my uni life is coming to an end. less than 2 more weeks till my last exam for the year then im done!! Cant wait till i finish and i have been waiting for that time to come because i havent been able to find myself being motivated to study or even understanding/getting the materials being taught at uni most of the time :(:( Hence i just wanna skip to the finish line (holidays) if possible so then i dont have to go through this "have to study" period, but i cant skip time!!
I even wish to have that remote control on the "Click" movie so then i can skip this time but then im glad that i dont have that remote control just because i know i would regret at the end of it..

As this week is the peak where i have to push myself to study even when i dont want to. I remember thinking that life would be great when Jesus comes back because i might not have to study and even if i have to study later on, im sure that i would do it with joy not like now with lots of guilty feeling because i am not using my time productively. As i long for that day to come (when Jesus will come back for the 2nd time) i will have to live my life in this world which means that i can never get away with guilty feeling or regret. This is when the idea of perseverance got to me.

My friend reminded me to keep focusing on the hope i have in Jesus that even though i have to go through many things in life at this moment (including trying to study hard at this stage). My friend also reminded me that there is going to be an end of all these things!! The day that i long even more than when i finish my exams in less than 2 weeks time. With the hope that i have in Jesus, i need to persevere a little bit more and be patience in waiting for that day to come.

Taking that idea of perseverance into studying for the moment:

• There is going to be an end of all my exams this year  (in fact less than 2 weeks)
• I need to keep study faithfully and persevere
• Persevering knowing that in the end, i will receive the reward   :D:D